( \ / )
mood : 诗情画意
轻轻的我走了， 正如我轻轻的来
今天，我想停止讲故事。看，心中的千言万语，竟然能借用徐志摩的‘再别康桥’来表达。
轻轻的我走了， 正如我轻轻的来；我轻轻的招手，作别西天的云彩。
悄悄的我走了， 正如我悄悄的来；我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。
意思是当有朋友们真的放弃我的友谊，一再人生攻击，我会不多一言的离去；labbit喜欢用她的真心灌溉友谊，你说很讨厌我的真心呵护，那我不会勉强， 续而讨好你。毕竟my heart没有了 value。labbit从不作贱自己啊!
我已尽了力，labbit深信，巩固的友谊是绝对without猜疑，愤忌，take for granted的。只是，当我轻轻的挥一挥衣袖，我不会再用时间去缝补心中的伤痕，然后当作你对我的愤忌是因你心情不好。我说走，就走。
2006年7月21日 星期五
i don't wanna care
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mood : no mood
我不想在乎
今天labbit的耳朵有点敏感，敏感得什么都不想多听多讲。漫游在蝴蝶飞丛的树林间，想起了猫头鹰说过的话： 当你喜欢一个人时，你的眼睛就会捕索他的一切一切。不停的追捕的同时， 你也会去衡量是否他也和你一样那么在乎。
猫头鹰，labbit很想很想他会更了解我的内心世界啊，毕竟有些时候的感觉还是用文字来传达会较温馨啊。但是已看透他没兴趣。。。因为听他说了很多他看过什么blog，讲啊讲就是当朋友说起labbit的blog时, 在乎的人不知道。。。。labbit的耳朵很容易反映她的流泪快乐发闷的，读我的文字的了解更多，在乎的人就说，你讲出来不就行了。
猫头鹰，我知道我很无聊是不是？但是每当看到朋友们的comment， 感觉很不一样，续而会让labbit和朋友们更亲密了；然后彼此就像在暖暖的阳光中，懒懒的一起躺在树下聊啊聊酱的幸福感。labbit是感性的，她并不喜欢什么情绪都要讲出来的。和朋友分享的当儿更希望自己在乎的人也会在乎我在文字里跳动的情绪。
猫头鹰，我没事。我想我太在乎了，labbit不再想写英语，因为我在乎的并不在乎这个。
mood : no mood
我不想在乎
今天labbit的耳朵有点敏感，敏感得什么都不想多听多讲。漫游在蝴蝶飞丛的树林间，想起了猫头鹰说过的话： 当你喜欢一个人时，你的眼睛就会捕索他的一切一切。不停的追捕的同时， 你也会去衡量是否他也和你一样那么在乎。
猫头鹰，labbit很想很想他会更了解我的内心世界啊，毕竟有些时候的感觉还是用文字来传达会较温馨啊。但是已看透他没兴趣。。。因为听他说了很多他看过什么blog，讲啊讲就是当朋友说起labbit的blog时, 在乎的人不知道。。。。labbit的耳朵很容易反映她的流泪快乐发闷的，读我的文字的了解更多，在乎的人就说，你讲出来不就行了。
猫头鹰，我知道我很无聊是不是？但是每当看到朋友们的comment， 感觉很不一样，续而会让labbit和朋友们更亲密了；然后彼此就像在暖暖的阳光中，懒懒的一起躺在树下聊啊聊酱的幸福感。labbit是感性的，她并不喜欢什么情绪都要讲出来的。和朋友分享的当儿更希望自己在乎的人也会在乎我在文字里跳动的情绪。
猫头鹰，我没事。我想我太在乎了，labbit不再想写英语，因为我在乎的并不在乎这个。
2006年7月17日 星期一
A Letter to Heaven
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mood : missing with tears
Dearest grandma,
how are you? It has been some time you left us and staying above the sky now maybe..
It’s the season for durian & rambutan again. This season, I have no any call from you to ask me come and bring it home…….
Mom has brought back lot of rambutans yesterday. Do you know Grandma, the rambutans taste not as juicy & sweet as before?
Maybe the fruit trees have nobody to take care as you did anymore. Everytime when I eat rambutan, my mind is uncontrolled; keep flashing the moment when we spent together.
If you ask me, how about the kuih durian? I never eat one in this season. I will always remember how good the kuih durian taste that made by you. The time when you stood at charcoal stool to swirl the kuih durian, every moment you smiled to me with your sweat at your forehead, everytime I saw how was the color turned from yellow to golden brown, I feel the happiness and being loved.
I still remember there were few times I helped you to swirl & until my palms got blister, then only your mischievous granddaughter – me, only realized how deep your love to your grand children. I’m still very touched & this is too tough for me to express it with just a pen.
And now, I really do not want to eat any kuih durian anymore. This is too painful & I still shed tears when I see it. This is all because I’m missing you very much.
~ Grandma, about the old house
Grandma, the bougainvilleas are not bloom as beautiful as before. No one is expert like you to keep them grow lively. You told me once at my 9 years old: you must always shower your love to flowers, trees, and pour them your love and they will grow faster. Is that so? Time goes by on each day….the red palm trees are taller now; the coconut trees still waive gracefully with the wind blows; the kitty has grown up, she still likes to sleep on the semen floor instead of rusty swing.
Grandma, the moments when we both sat on the rottan chairs & chit chat are truly unforgettable. How I wish there is a letter box that able to link from here to heaven. I know it sounds childish to say so, but I really wish this really not just a fairy tale. Then, I can always drop a letter to you when I miss you.
Grandma, do you remember that lazy kitty?
Grandma, do you miss your home?
Grandma, do you miss all of us sometimes? Will you miss me? I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.....
mood : missing with tears
Dearest grandma,
how are you? It has been some time you left us and staying above the sky now maybe..
It’s the season for durian & rambutan again. This season, I have no any call from you to ask me come and bring it home…….
Mom has brought back lot of rambutans yesterday. Do you know Grandma, the rambutans taste not as juicy & sweet as before?
Maybe the fruit trees have nobody to take care as you did anymore. Everytime when I eat rambutan, my mind is uncontrolled; keep flashing the moment when we spent together.
If you ask me, how about the kuih durian? I never eat one in this season. I will always remember how good the kuih durian taste that made by you. The time when you stood at charcoal stool to swirl the kuih durian, every moment you smiled to me with your sweat at your forehead, everytime I saw how was the color turned from yellow to golden brown, I feel the happiness and being loved.
I still remember there were few times I helped you to swirl & until my palms got blister, then only your mischievous granddaughter – me, only realized how deep your love to your grand children. I’m still very touched & this is too tough for me to express it with just a pen.
And now, I really do not want to eat any kuih durian anymore. This is too painful & I still shed tears when I see it. This is all because I’m missing you very much.
~ Grandma, about the old house
Grandma, the bougainvilleas are not bloom as beautiful as before. No one is expert like you to keep them grow lively. You told me once at my 9 years old: you must always shower your love to flowers, trees, and pour them your love and they will grow faster. Is that so? Time goes by on each day….the red palm trees are taller now; the coconut trees still waive gracefully with the wind blows; the kitty has grown up, she still likes to sleep on the semen floor instead of rusty swing.
Grandma, the moments when we both sat on the rottan chairs & chit chat are truly unforgettable. How I wish there is a letter box that able to link from here to heaven. I know it sounds childish to say so, but I really wish this really not just a fairy tale. Then, I can always drop a letter to you when I miss you.
Grandma, do you remember that lazy kitty?
Grandma, do you miss your home?
Grandma, do you miss all of us sometimes? Will you miss me? I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.....
2006年7月14日 星期五
sometimes love just ain't enough
( \ / )
mood : sentimental
没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的人生，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。
爱情的主题是生活，一起生活。
你能陪她一时的难过，你能不能陪她所有的压力?
你能给她身体的温度，你又能否给她生活的方向?
你可曾想过当热情退去，拥抱和亲吻对你已经没任何吸引力了，你们如何走下去?
爱，绝对不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换。
你不能怪她中途抽身，因为她在爱中看不到生活。
生活，才是爱情的目的，这里的生活不是一个人好好活，是两个人如何一起好好活。
是不是很赞同？ 很感动？很感触？ 很叹息？这是我载自一位叫tammy女孩写的文笔。 她的文笔中隐藏不了爱， 坚持，勇气， 无悔。 是的，我确信过只要一次的爱就好，是的，我真的坚持过，然而直到最后，我在爱中看不到生活。 就这么简单。我勇敢的走了，我坚决的只寻找我想要的。
Do you know actually love = life = spend our life time together.
You will accompany her when once she's down, but could you accompany her & share ALL of her pressure all the time?
You can give your warmest hug for her, but could you provide/share your life direction with her?
Have you think about once the love passion is gone, when hugs & kisses can't spark your love on, how both of you going further?
Love is something that can't be just grab one when you do not have any; can't be replaced when you say you've tired.
Love is all about how you live together with your partner.
mood : sentimental
没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的人生，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。
爱情的主题是生活，一起生活。
你能陪她一时的难过，你能不能陪她所有的压力?
你能给她身体的温度，你又能否给她生活的方向?
你可曾想过当热情退去，拥抱和亲吻对你已经没任何吸引力了，你们如何走下去?
爱，绝对不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换。
你不能怪她中途抽身，因为她在爱中看不到生活。
生活，才是爱情的目的，这里的生活不是一个人好好活，是两个人如何一起好好活。
是不是很赞同？ 很感动？很感触？ 很叹息？这是我载自一位叫tammy女孩写的文笔。 她的文笔中隐藏不了爱， 坚持，勇气， 无悔。 是的，我确信过只要一次的爱就好，是的，我真的坚持过，然而直到最后，我在爱中看不到生活。 就这么简单。我勇敢的走了，我坚决的只寻找我想要的。
Do you know actually love = life = spend our life time together.
You will accompany her when once she's down, but could you accompany her & share ALL of her pressure all the time?
You can give your warmest hug for her, but could you provide/share your life direction with her?
Have you think about once the love passion is gone, when hugs & kisses can't spark your love on, how both of you going further?
Love is something that can't be just grab one when you do not have any; can't be replaced when you say you've tired.
Love is all about how you live together with your partner.
2006年7月12日 星期三
那一天，我们都唱了‘我找你找了好久’
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mood : classic
和往常一样的开着惺忪的眼握着驾驶盘 （别担心，我的技术还好）。听到光良唱着‘可以彼此分享得意骄傲 不担忧谁的心里不是味道’； 品冠：‘可以传染给你心情不好 连说一个理由都不需要’。。。。。。 那瞬间，思绪飘进了我们穿着浅蓝校服的夏天。。。。。。
记得我们手抄的歌簿吗？我们都有一本属于自己的歌簿，聚在一起哼着一首又一首的流行曲，我们秀气的字体下 （我们都是气质的一群嘛）记录了我们青葱的岁月，在乏闷的炎夏， 唱着‘我找你找了好久’，就连尘埃也在折射的光线中飞舞。
我们做值日生都很习惯用湿布抹黑板，是吗？ 因为黑板檫都是用了几年的 （校方说节省是美德）， 就算拍断了手臂， 那黑板檫也是占满粉笔。。。要不然就是因为学生都很发奋，老师很kiasu， 所以一天里黑板都有上亿的字。。。。。。所以呢，用湿布擦了黑板两遍，也让我们轻易获取卫生奖。 学校很无聊是不是？ 用酱的方法。。。。。。 ︸_︸ 粉無奈
其实，除了不大喜欢那浅蓝校服外，我更不喜欢每天充满刺耳铃声的教室。闷热的天空总让我流汗得满脸通红； 放学后的争先恐后上校巴 （慢条斯理？没位坐）， 回了家要冲着坐巴士补习 （搭两站）；费神费力费钱就是要考好；考得不好编去后尾班；精神压力很重很重，所以我就常在班 0o。(-. - ) 睡覺来calm down 。老师每天叫你ganbatte ne； 那班kiasu的说‘分数’这两个字每天至少都有上百次 ， 把你弄得不kiasu很alien。 在我中三那年， 我已全面了解人情冷漠。名校不一定什么都最顶尖的。我最不喜欢那虚伪的friendly，背叛你但说很在乎和你的friendship, 有所保留后的说她全心付出。。。。。。 ~>__<~ 討厭
酱的环境，能不早熟吗？ （心态啦）
我常和老友们说，其实我中五时， 我的心真的很淡jor。labbit真的体会到， 真的朋友，太难寻了。还好我很幸运的遇见些很好玩，真的把心拿出来的朋友。毕业的刹那间，我没有愁怅，也没有泪，我只有累和欣慰。你真的想像不到我踏出那草场步出校门， labbit是那么的轻松和快乐。 快乐得耳朵也站了起来。
毕业八年后的今天，才懂得学校的人情冷漠不算些什么， 比起今时今日的人情冷漠真的更complexity。Labbit 长大了后的今天，她最想要的是凡事都停下脚步， 回头看一下； 因匆忙的脚步总会让你错过很多美丽的风景。所以学学我吧，轻松的驾着车，唱‘我找你找了好久’，珍惜你找了好久的friends，也顺而回忆有那么的一天，我们都唱了‘我找你找了好久’。
mood : classic
和往常一样的开着惺忪的眼握着驾驶盘 （别担心，我的技术还好）。听到光良唱着‘可以彼此分享得意骄傲 不担忧谁的心里不是味道’； 品冠：‘可以传染给你心情不好 连说一个理由都不需要’。。。。。。 那瞬间，思绪飘进了我们穿着浅蓝校服的夏天。。。。。。
记得我们手抄的歌簿吗？我们都有一本属于自己的歌簿，聚在一起哼着一首又一首的流行曲，我们秀气的字体下 （我们都是气质的一群嘛）记录了我们青葱的岁月，在乏闷的炎夏， 唱着‘我找你找了好久’，就连尘埃也在折射的光线中飞舞。
我们做值日生都很习惯用湿布抹黑板，是吗？ 因为黑板檫都是用了几年的 （校方说节省是美德）， 就算拍断了手臂， 那黑板檫也是占满粉笔。。。要不然就是因为学生都很发奋，老师很kiasu， 所以一天里黑板都有上亿的字。。。。。。所以呢，用湿布擦了黑板两遍，也让我们轻易获取卫生奖。 学校很无聊是不是？ 用酱的方法。。。。。。 ︸_︸ 粉無奈
其实，除了不大喜欢那浅蓝校服外，我更不喜欢每天充满刺耳铃声的教室。闷热的天空总让我流汗得满脸通红； 放学后的争先恐后上校巴 （慢条斯理？没位坐）， 回了家要冲着坐巴士补习 （搭两站）；费神费力费钱就是要考好；考得不好编去后尾班；精神压力很重很重，所以我就常在班 0o。(-. - ) 睡覺来calm down 。老师每天叫你ganbatte ne； 那班kiasu的说‘分数’这两个字每天至少都有上百次 ， 把你弄得不kiasu很alien。 在我中三那年， 我已全面了解人情冷漠。名校不一定什么都最顶尖的。我最不喜欢那虚伪的friendly，背叛你但说很在乎和你的friendship, 有所保留后的说她全心付出。。。。。。 ~>__<~ 討厭
酱的环境，能不早熟吗？ （心态啦）
我常和老友们说，其实我中五时， 我的心真的很淡jor。labbit真的体会到， 真的朋友，太难寻了。还好我很幸运的遇见些很好玩，真的把心拿出来的朋友。毕业的刹那间，我没有愁怅，也没有泪，我只有累和欣慰。你真的想像不到我踏出那草场步出校门， labbit是那么的轻松和快乐。 快乐得耳朵也站了起来。
毕业八年后的今天，才懂得学校的人情冷漠不算些什么， 比起今时今日的人情冷漠真的更complexity。Labbit 长大了后的今天，她最想要的是凡事都停下脚步， 回头看一下； 因匆忙的脚步总会让你错过很多美丽的风景。所以学学我吧，轻松的驾着车，唱‘我找你找了好久’，珍惜你找了好久的friends，也顺而回忆有那么的一天，我们都唱了‘我找你找了好久’。
2006年7月7日 星期五
Your love could form a beautiful crystal
( \ / )
mood : peaceful
This is an amazing experiment made by Scientist - Professor Masaru Emoto in 1994 to reveals how is a message could impact the shape of crystal. Do you believe that? A nice message given could actually formed a beautiful shape of crystal & vice versa.
1. message: I want to kill you! Look at the forming, it's ugly.
2. message : Showing thankful/appreciation. See, how beautiful it is....
Can't you see? The water is able to listen...
1. message: When playing classical music..wow, so stunning.
2. message : When playing the sad separation kind of music. The crystal is developed by dividing into many minor form.
3. message : When playing metal rock music.
Let's given the crystal to 'read' the loving/ appreciation words ~pic starts from your left
pic1. in Japanese language
pic2. in English language
pic3: in Jerman language
Another 2 pics at the bottom showed the difference after experiment from 500 students. Scientist had poured a glass of water & used microscope to check the forming of the water (your left bottom pic) then asked the students to deliver/thought a message - 'the water is clean, thank you' (to show they are thankful because they have clean water for their daily)
After that, scientist has discovered that the unarranged forming has became to a beautiful formed crystal.
The 2nd pic is showed how Scientist was tried to let the water 'listening to music'. In conclusion, nice/good thoughts (loving, caring etc) could even affects the crystal shape forming.
Wouldn't it be nice if we can make a better world by saying more lovely, positive, encouraging words around you ?
mood : peaceful
This is an amazing experiment made by Scientist - Professor Masaru Emoto in 1994 to reveals how is a message could impact the shape of crystal. Do you believe that? A nice message given could actually formed a beautiful shape of crystal & vice versa.
1. message: I want to kill you! Look at the forming, it's ugly.
2. message : Showing thankful/appreciation. See, how beautiful it is....
Can't you see? The water is able to listen...
1. message: When playing classical music..wow, so stunning.
2. message : When playing the sad separation kind of music. The crystal is developed by dividing into many minor form.
3. message : When playing metal rock music.
Let's given the crystal to 'read' the loving/ appreciation words ~pic starts from your left
pic1. in Japanese language
pic2. in English language
pic3: in Jerman language
Another 2 pics at the bottom showed the difference after experiment from 500 students. Scientist had poured a glass of water & used microscope to check the forming of the water (your left bottom pic) then asked the students to deliver/thought a message - 'the water is clean, thank you' (to show they are thankful because they have clean water for their daily)
After that, scientist has discovered that the unarranged forming has became to a beautiful formed crystal.
The 2nd pic is showed how Scientist was tried to let the water 'listening to music'. In conclusion, nice/good thoughts (loving, caring etc) could even affects the crystal shape forming.
Wouldn't it be nice if we can make a better world by saying more lovely, positive, encouraging words around you ?
the moment I jumped off from sofa
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mood : Italia spirito
I’m lazy to describe how fascinating the goal on that night was. See, get up at 3am is never a waste! Watch this clip & imagine labbit was jumped off from sofa (with her panda eyes + messy fur) & shouted GOAL, GOAL, GOAL with loud voice! \(^o^)/ 舉手歡呼
I wish I will shout it on this coming Sunday midnight, Italia supporters, right, right? Y(^_^)Y yea~
The moment I jumped off from sofa -> http://38.118.213.208/wqjbjxiutl+/personal/j/janiceteddybear/italy-first_goal.wmv
mood : Italia spirito
I’m lazy to describe how fascinating the goal on that night was. See, get up at 3am is never a waste! Watch this clip & imagine labbit was jumped off from sofa (with her panda eyes + messy fur) & shouted GOAL, GOAL, GOAL with loud voice! \(^o^)/ 舉手歡呼
I wish I will shout it on this coming Sunday midnight, Italia supporters, right, right? Y(^_^)Y yea~
The moment I jumped off from sofa -> http://38.118.213.208/wqjbjxiutl+/personal/j/janiceteddybear/italy-first_goal.wmv
2006年7月5日 星期三
The Most “Gentleman” Top 3
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mood : relax
灵感来自en en 的’女人我最大’文章， 不过以下的最没风度排行决对没甩野蛮，只是以事论事哦。
1. Leaves girl alone & VROOMMMM - the car is gone. Guys, do you know how do we feel after the smoke dispersed? The feelings -- scary, lonely, helpless, hopeless, heart broken. Leaving a girl alone on the street is a foolish + superb dumb action. No matter how your madness level it is, maybe raises till 1000x 100celcius, you still need to drive & make sure your gf/girl buddy is safe! Not to swift your car away! If someone really did this to you, I do believe that your life is meaningless to him. Pei pei pei ! 我最睥视酱没有胸襟， 没有修养的人。我dearie girl friends都一致判决，这是最伤， 心灵最hurt，很难原谅被告。 所以理所当然的荣登第一。
2. Shouts in public/ to you in private. This is simply irritating. Does anybody like to hear people shouting after all? A guy who does not know how to respect ladies is just like a bull. Everybody likes to hear when you say in more sincere, gentle way. Give your dear a hug instead of argue with her is effective all the time. 如果俩口都要出位，这真的很有效。一个大男人对着女人叫喊，是不是真的很欠柄呢？对我来说，不管是在外对女人呼喊或单独的率脾气，这都是暴力的起源。
3. Cut off phone conversation with you. Well personally, labbit really doesn’t like guys do this….can’t you see this shows how impatient that guy is? 没话说。。。。。。
mood : relax
灵感来自en en 的’女人我最大’文章， 不过以下的最没风度排行决对没甩野蛮，只是以事论事哦。
1. Leaves girl alone & VROOMMMM - the car is gone. Guys, do you know how do we feel after the smoke dispersed? The feelings -- scary, lonely, helpless, hopeless, heart broken. Leaving a girl alone on the street is a foolish + superb dumb action. No matter how your madness level it is, maybe raises till 1000x 100celcius, you still need to drive & make sure your gf/girl buddy is safe! Not to swift your car away! If someone really did this to you, I do believe that your life is meaningless to him. Pei pei pei ! 我最睥视酱没有胸襟， 没有修养的人。我dearie girl friends都一致判决，这是最伤， 心灵最hurt，很难原谅被告。 所以理所当然的荣登第一。
2. Shouts in public/ to you in private. This is simply irritating. Does anybody like to hear people shouting after all? A guy who does not know how to respect ladies is just like a bull. Everybody likes to hear when you say in more sincere, gentle way. Give your dear a hug instead of argue with her is effective all the time. 如果俩口都要出位，这真的很有效。一个大男人对着女人叫喊，是不是真的很欠柄呢？对我来说，不管是在外对女人呼喊或单独的率脾气，这都是暴力的起源。
3. Cut off phone conversation with you. Well personally, labbit really doesn’t like guys do this….can’t you see this shows how impatient that guy is? 没话说。。。。。。
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